No one under fucking stands this!!! This is what i have tried to tell everyone i have ever met =(
(Source: misguidedtendencies)
I cant wait to be there, and leave my life for 10 days, i can already tell this will be the best vacation i will ever have
(Source: nothingisforeverbaby)
if it made you smile, it was probably worth it.
wow
anti depressants dont work anymore, friends ditch me to go talk shit about me, parents freak out on me, dreams crushed, i would say me living is somewhat pointless, bought some subs they were the wrong ones, just bought the right ones, gotta sell the others for 150 dollars less, cars suspensions going out, gotta replace it, getting a D in the only class i need to pass, parents threating to take my phone if i miss one more assignment, threatening to force my boss to give me less hours so i will have time to do my work if i get one more missing assignment, probably gunna lose my car too, i mean why the fuck not ya know, oh and lets just take my life while your at it with my dignity too, yaaaaa ego boost? zero, all i want to be is normal, be able to just fit in with people, not be fucking ackward. I have fallin back in love with ex from just thinking about her, i miss her so goddamn much, my best firend which has now turned into the worlds most ackward friendship asked me when if i had ever been truely happy, and i couldnt tell her the truth, it would have just made her feel to bad =( Because me and her had a fling thing, i would feel so bad telling her, but shes gunna read this and find out the hard way =( So im sorry and i hope will still talk because what im about to say is very rude =( I loved skyla with all my heart and i still do, i miss skyla like crazy, i cant even handle it, shes all i can think about, and the reason i dont want a relationship is cuz the feelings i have for her are still so much more then the ones i have for you, i feel so unbelievably bad right now for saying that, but i know i need to say why i have been so ackward. I hope your not crying, because that would mean you have strong feelings for me and i dont want you too, i have feelings for you, but when im around you i feel bad because i just think about skyla =( Im so sorry =( I hope im not losing a friend by writing this =( I just dont have the courage to say this in person =( Im to weak an individual, know im gunna go smoke a cigerette hoping to get lung cancer and die in my sleep, so goodnight, and im so sorry =(
let me tell you bout my best friend.
Hi, I’m Lacey. Brian Zash is my bestest friend. I love him. That is all.
Love you bz (:
About me
Hey, im brian and im 17 mufuckaaaaaaas =P My posts may seem like im a pervert.... but im not, i have respect for them, and i just also like to fuck them.... Mais, c'est bon =) This is gunna be random as fuck, with pretty pictures, my life troubles explained,a nd my opinions on people, with naked girls, girls in bikinis, and maybe girls in nice outfits... And funny shit i find too =) Look forward to it =D
